I'm not beautiful.

Its a statement and a fact.because  of my looks i will probably never find anyone.A big bum with nobbly knees, big belly and long arms, i hate my teeth and i hate my hair, i wish  i were able to like myself but i just cant seem to, i lack motivation, i dont know  why i do things, im tired all the time, if i go like a normal person my mother yet again treats be like a slave, i feel as though i have no were to go, i have given up on myself, i dont want to live, please get me out of this life.I'm dumb and stupid, its everything everybodies else thinks of me, and when people say to me oh its not true, well, i dont need to look into your eyes to know you think im hideous .WHNE I WEAR MAKEUP I LOOK EVEN MORE HIDEOUS, i feel as though there is no way out