Thursday, 26 May 2016

he came back into my life

Well i have to admit ...i wasnt expecting him to come tubling back into my life. tellling me he searched high and low for me. angry because i never looked for him ...what the hell does expect me to do. telling me its in the past its okay...up no. YOU gae up on me and i just ended up having enough . im not going to buy into his games. with him all i do is wonder when he will answer my messages or when he will eventually pick up my calls. fuck him. ever since i left him i have been so good. new job , better relationships with my family. only good came from leaving him. and now that he is back i feel the same as when he first left me.i just dont want to do it to myself again. i dont care anymore . he will never be what i want him to be . at least text someone that ur busy. he will try to find me again but this time i womt look back . yes i am on muslima and it has nothing to do with him. i dont want someone who will break my heart. and im going to say to him YOU gave up on me.YOU broke my heart. when i wanted it work u never did and now i dont understand why i am so important to you. i dont wanna be hurt again . i am fine with my life . after we broke up i hoped you called but u neer did u waited a month because u realised u lost me . and that u definetly did. goodbye ameen. i hope someone breaks ur heart the way u broke mine .