This whole day has been so stressful. i started talking to my sister today which was awkward , i dont know, i stood there in the middle of a packed room full of women who were all eager to get married themselves, andi realized that what i wanted wasnt love from a man, it was from myself, i dont want a relationship, i dont want marriage, i want to move to vancouver and start a new life, being truthful with everyone, i hate lying, i hate being this way, i hate that my family drive me insane, and i hate that everyone expects me to be a spinster, oh im young just because i dont have boys in my life, no, it just means im not boy crazy thats all, .
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